WenLing is the best! >:D

2010-06-21T11:26:00.001+08:00

wow. i'm so surprised to see this blog is still around!
haha. shouldn't blogger like close the account if it's in active for almost a year! =)

2009-09-24T15:54:00.001+08:00

Again at Sharep's house!
This bugger keep dont want update bloggggggg!!!
Ass him!
People pls spam his blog to have this site updated!

WenLing

2009-03-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

Sigh .
Thanks kenny for today .
During school .
Thanks kenny and yen liang for accompany me after lunch .
The past just keeps pouring on me .
My birthday is coming though .
I wish upon the stars .

2009-03-02T19:48:00.001+08:00

Thanks to those who tagged .
Appreciated .
I still miss her la .
But doing better in life le .
Thanks again .

2009-02-22T19:39:00.001+08:00

Everytime my phone rings.
I wish it was her .
Sigh .
Cries .

2009-02-22T11:59:00.000+08:00

I do need her .
I do want her .
And i do miss her .

2009-02-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

i have lost my lover today .
but i did myself proud today .
dilemma.
i thought we were ok yesterday afternoon .
how come suddenly things become like that ?

2009-02-17T15:04:00.000+08:00

Apologises to those who went to my blog and see nothing new .
Those who tagged, thanks for keeping sharepboiandweisong alive .
Appreciated .
Computer downed .
But most probably will be fixed today .
Hp people coming .
Excited .

2009-01-05T19:38:00.002+08:00

After school today went to meet Wenling to take books from Winson .
before that send Baby home. =)
i'm missing her so badly now and i wish that she is now by my side . =(
and Wenling , this post is longer than the previous one . =)
went to meet Marcus and Reynard at Timezone .
then go meet Eddie they all buy ciggarette .
then go 925 eat lunch with Marcus and Reynard .
So suay on the way to meet this two the escalator keep breaking down .
Wenling and i had to climb the stairs / escalator.
after eating go smoke then go Safra play bowling .
i did enjoy myself hope the rest does too .

TXTT huat ah !

p/s: i miss you, baby!

2009-01-04T00:54:00.001+08:00

happy birthday yz and baby's brother .

2008-12-30T00:27:00.001+08:00

Blog will not be updated until further notice .
Thank to those who frequent here , if any .

2008-12-13T10:50:00.001+08:00

Sharep sucks .
Don't worry .
I wrote this .
My account wasn't hacked .
My life truly sucks .
I'm suffering while she is enjoying ?
Fair transactions ?

2008-12-12T18:13:00.001+08:00

Mental note to self :
Never assume .
You thought she was nearby northland .
But she was at northpoint enjoying herself .
You wonder whether your feelings for her have faded ?
No .
Now you wonder if her feelings for you have faded .

I hate myself .
I swore .

And i was quite happy at work today .
Cause she sent me a message before she went to bed .
She haven't been doing that recently so .
Ya .

I'm feeling really fucked up now .
Those who read my blog on the 12th .
Please don't contact me unless someone related to you and me died .
If not .
Contact me tomorrow or the day after or the day after after .
Or maybe when i die .

2008-12-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

Went to hospital today .
Sad as always .
Feeling fucked up recently .
Lots of bad stuffs .

2008-12-05T20:37:00.001+08:00

Just reach home and bath finish .
Err .
Meet ceci today .
Today when going for breakfast got accident .
But the auntie is ok .
Was still moving after kena bang .
Well .
More like turning around .
Yesterday office blackout .
Circuit tripped .
Now planning for the two boys birthday .
Hmm .

2008-12-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was baby's birthday . =)
Enjoyed with her .
Although only for a short while .
Went back to Kingston to work liao .
Today had a blackout .
Lol .
Freaking funny .

I miss my friends .
All of them . =(

2008-11-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

Going to taiwan le . =)
Back on 30th .

2008-11-21T13:22:00.001+08:00

Afternoon everyone .
Yesterday came back from my chalet .
Fun . =)

2008-11-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

Am i being naive ?
There are so many things that they never told me ?
I mean they are not obliged to tell me and stuff but .
Heck ?
I was the one who introduced that friend to them .
They .
I'm speechless .
I really don't know who is my friend anymore .

A .
Known him since sec 1 .
Heck .
We did fight a lot .
Quarrel i mean .

B .
Joined Northland at sec 2 .
Didn't know her much at first but slowly get together .
Don't ask me how .

C .
Secondary 2 also .
Although different class , same habit .
So hang together .

D .
Same class, sec 2 .
She was really a nice person then .
But now , maybe time has change and stuff like that .
I think she got an attitude problem .
But not as bad as you-know-who .

E .
Me .
Hell .
I know i'm not perfect .
But i always tell them the honest truth .
I tell them all i know .
But they have secret kept from me .
Saying is personal and stuff .
Fuck .
I even tell them about my balls .
I thought we were such close friends that there is no secret between us .
Damn .
I guess we really can't judge the book by its cover .
I really wish we can be that close .
No secret .

Guess that is too much to ask ?

2008-11-12T20:58:00.002+08:00

Err .
Marcus Reynard Wen Ling Ceci .
Sorry these few days never like go out with you all and stuff .
I promise you i will repay you back at the chalet .
And to those who are going , i thank you all .
Get ready for the surprise at nightime . =)
And those who i jio but never go , i'm really disappointed with you all .
Cause i sincerely want you guys to go but .
Nevermind .
TXTT huat ah !

2008-11-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

Mood swing just now .
Sorry guys .

2008-11-01T19:11:00.001+08:00

Ton last night .
Fun and tiring at the same time .
Drank .
But was not drunk .
Seriously .
Ton with ceci wenling wendy siew hui and marcus .
Fun .
Can i have another trolley ride please ?

2008-10-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

Waiting for darling right now .
So late le still nothing from her .
Can't seem to sleep .
And i'm really falling out with my parents .
Ah .
Heck .
Burn for all i care .
I'm gona be a vampire soon anyways .

2008-10-28T12:29:00.002+08:00

Baby go camp le . =(
Only got me left .
And my friends don't want me .
How i hate my family .
Hope my chalet will be successful . =)

I really wish to be a vampire .
I don't want to be a human anymore .
I want super-eyesight .
I want to go invisible during the night .
I want to drink blood .

Hmm .
Thirsty out of a sudden .

2008-10-18T17:34:00.001+08:00

Lord Krishna .
Give me grace .
I wish to be the last vampire .
Not Joel .
Bless me with the agility .
Grant me the power to kill .

The Last Vampire .
Let him be the last vampire .
Let him continue my story .
Let him be the one who thirst for blood .

2008-10-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today no school .
Was so freaking tired .
Woke up at 11 plus .
If baby never call me guess will sleep until 12 .
Baby came my house this morning .
Then after that, around 2 .
Went to meet reynard, marcus and wenling .
Went to peni .
Cause baby want buy hoodie .
But in the end never buy .
Wanted to eat seoul de .
But was late by 8 minute for the student promotion .
So skipped .
They went arcade .
Accompany baby go peni .
Met up with them again .
Blah .
Enjoyed actually .
Was fun .
But tiring too .

The Last Vampire .
When there is love, there is grace .

2008-10-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

Went out today .
Last day of exam .
Fun .
Went out with baby reynard and marcus .

2008-09-30T14:19:00.001+08:00

Tell me why, you never gonna take the ride,
Don't know why, you never gonna stay in sight,
I just wanna know what the hell is goin' down

What can I do to make you feel right,
What kinda fool if I make you cry,
Give me a break!
You'd better change your stupid ways,
Before I go away

I just wanna hold you tight,
I just wanna feel your sigh,
Wanna be with you tonight,
So baby, don't let me down
I know how to satisfy,
I know you want me tonight,
Never show me what's inside,
You cause my nervous breakdown…

Time is right, I'm gonna get you playin' high,
It's alright, I'm gonna get you shinin' bright,
Really wanna know what the hell you're feelin' now

What can I do to make you feel right,
What kinda fool if I make you cry,
Give me a break!
You'd better change your stupid ways,
Before I FADE away

I just wanna treat you right,
I just wanna see your eyes,
Wanna kiss you through the night,
So baby, don't let me down
I know how to satisfy,
I know you want me tonight,
Never show me what's inside,
You cause my nervous breakdown…

You drive me crazy,
Soon I will make you down…

Tell me why, you never gonna take the ride,
Don't know why, you never gonna stay in sight,
Give me a break!
You'd better change your stupid ways,
Before I go away

I just wanna hold you tight,
I just wanna feel your sigh,
Wanna be with you tonight,
So baby, don't let me down
I just wanna treat you right,
I just wanna see your eyes,
Wanna kiss you through the night,
I know how to satisfy,
I know you want me tonight,
Never show me what's inside,
You cause my nervous breakdown…

2008-09-27T16:30:00.001+08:00

Got my new phone le !
So happy ! =)
It's the model that i want !
W980I
3.2 megapixels .
Flip phone .
8GB built in .
Ah !
I just love it .
Got unlimited sms too . =)

2008-09-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

Alright .
Here goes nothing .
Went to KK Hospital .
Those poor children .
So young and they have needles here and there .
A machine of some sort is with one of a kid .
He was asleep .
But damn .
He was suffering in pain .
His facial expression shows it all .

Skipped D&T today .
Cause the teacher sucks .
Naturally .
Attitude problem .

Slacked here and there today .
Well, sort of .
Went to marcus house to rest .
Played one round of soccer .
Lost to Reynard .
But heck .
I'm glad i lost to him .
Cause i really suck at PES .

Darling .
I promise you .
And to myself .
That i will put in my heart and soul into our relationship .
Although those two are already in them .
I will put in more than that from now on .
I really love you .
And like you said .
I should respect you for the way you are .
No more thinking of all those bullshit stuff k ?
It's a promise from me to you .
I will also be more automatic de .
Hope i never disappoint you in anyways .

Going to change phone !
But what model .
Hmm .

2008-09-20T13:20:00.001+08:00

Thanks marcus for the wish .
But guess what .
Till now.
No celebration yet .
My last laugh was last night .
No laughter or smile on me since i woke up .
What the fuck man .
Serious, it sucks .

2008-09-18T20:43:00.001+08:00

Life is boring .
Few more days to go .
Two to be exact .
Jia you !

2008-09-13T19:01:00.001+08:00

Nobody .
Nobody listens to my comments .

Just remembered .
Thanks marcus .
For reminding me about my hand yesterday .
If not .
It might be worse than now .
Thanks once again .

2008-09-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

Posted .
Went to safra just now .
With Darling, Wen Ling, Reynard, Marcus and many more .
Went to play pool .
I won all my pool match .
But i lost 3 out of 3 to Wen Ling .
That f**king noob .
Got noob's luck .
Confirm go pray before come play de . =p
Actually is i let her win de .
Cause she girl what . =)
See ?
I so nice right ?
Thanks darling for telling me this . =)
But .
I won Marcus and Reynard !
So happy ! =)
Also went play arcade .
Got psp le .
Fun .

2008-09-09T22:02:00.001+08:00

So .
Studied .
Did my homework .
After school went 262 for awhile .
After that went causeway with wen ling and reynard .
Took back her wallet .
Went pizza hut eat .
Was suppose to take psp .
In the end never .
Went back yishun .
Reynard came my house until around 8.30 .
Taught me standard deviation .

2008-09-07T12:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a happy day for me !
It's a secret . =)
Only darling and i know . =)
Meet marcus and wenling .
For awhile only .
Had to leave early .
Cause was suppose to move mattress .
In the end never .
Bitch .
Slept at around 1 last night .
Watch television .
Woke up at 10.30 this morning .
Actually woke up before that de .
But was lazy . =p

2008-09-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

Ok darling .
I post liao le. =)
See i good boy right ?
You ask me post then i post .
Ok .
Later .

2008-09-03T22:16:00.004+08:00

Back from outing .
Quite sometime le .
Tomorrow got praying .

Once again .

Darling .
Sorry about today .
Already explain to you the reasons liao hor . =)
Don't angry .
Bad for health .
More importantly, bad for the new baby . =p
I love you .

Ah-li-ka-toh marcus for the psp .

Purple jacket, Reynard, take her number ! =p

Takoyaki freak = Wen Ling .

Chizuru .
Hmm .
Starting to like this song .

2008-09-03T10:30:00.002+08:00

Oh my god .
So long never blog liao .
So sorry blog .
First day of September .
Stayed at home .
Second day .
Which was yesterday .
Went watch wall-eee with baby darling .
Today .
Might be going out with wen ling marcus and reynard to J8 .
Tomorrow .
Escape !
Friday .
Don't know yet .
Sat ?
Stay at home and tv ?
Sun ?
Definitely stay at home . =)

Darling .
See .
Your one special . =)
You might already know this but .
I love you !

This paragraph is to thanks marcus for his psp . =)
Thank you lao gao . =p

Wen ling .
Glad we are back to the past . =)
Well, sort of .

Rey .
Come out often ba . =)

2008-08-31T12:11:00.002+08:00

Those assholes .
Told them I'm not drunk and in the end ?
They still say I'm drunk .
Told them through phone, blog and even friendster .
I'm not drunk !
Serious =)
K-box was fun .
Sat was also fun .
Recently it's all about fun !
That's good .
I love fun .
Yesterday went bugis penni with wen ling marcus and my baby . =)
Shop here walk there .
Then went Challenger play x-box .
So fun lor .
Enjoy everyone .
Wei Song love you all .
But .
Sharep love his baby . =) <3

2008-08-29T09:49:00.001+08:00

Jolene Wen Ling Wendy Reynard Marcus .
I was not drunk last night .
I was wide awake .
I remember all the things that i did yesterday .
I think ?
But i was definitely not drunk .
The end.

Baby .
Sorry i've been busy lately .
I'm currently trying to balance between you, my friends and my family .
But of course, you are the MOST important of all three .
Tried calling you when i woke up .
You offed your phone ?
I tried calling you .
But ?
Sigh .
You never off your phone de .

2008-08-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

Moshi.
Going to Singapore Flyer soon.
First time.
Quite exciting too.
Best thing is.
Got psp accomapny me.
Watch Journey To The Centre Of The Earth just now.
Was a nice and funny show.
Next movie.
Star Wars: The Clone War.
Oh ya guys.

Wall-eeeeeeee =)

2008-08-26T17:21:00.002+08:00

Having quite a lot of fun lately.
Didn't have any problems lately either.
New blogskin represents a new beginning.
I've really been considering quitting puffing.
It's difficult.
Maybe this week the last week?
Depends ba.
The will.
To be or not to be, that's the question.

Kelly Clarkson's Because Of You.
Because of you i never stray too far from the side walk.
Because of you i play at the seaside so that i won't get hurt.

2008-08-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

3 day in a row.
Told you i will not neglect sharepboiandweisong.blogspot.com .
Tomorrow class outing at Sentosa.
Gona be fun.
Only problem is.
How fun will it be?
That will be the question.
Went slacking at 300 plus.
Didn't went with reynard and marcus play pool.
Low budget.
Then still have to save for next week k-box.
Tomorrow cannot watch teen titians le.
Sigh. =(

Hey.
Know something ?
Although it's like only 30 minutes before we saw each other.
I miss you already.
Bad ?

2008-08-21T19:02:00.001+08:00

Blog post.
Good day.
Rainy and all.
Was sleepy at some point of time.

Hmm.
Am i pregnant?
My tummy hurts.
Hope it's not the pizza hut.

2008-08-20T20:38:00.003+08:00

Now is the time .
I will frequent my blog .
Promises to you my dear blog .
Those who know me, should know why i'm back blogging . =)
i'm just so glad.

2008-08-17T13:34:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry everyone.
I'm not in the mood to do anything to my blog.
Sorry nurul, marcus and many other people.
My first visit to this blog after 13th August 6.19pm.
My next visit will definitely be a long run away.
What i need now is a definite answer from her.
I don't even think that she is considering me.
I got into a fight cause of her.
Partly.
My hands are all blue-black.
The joints are hurting me everytime i bend.
She cared?
I think.
I'm not sure of anything anymore.
The only thing i am sure of is?
Yesterday went to ah ma house barbeque.
And i wasn't totally happy.
Woke up saw pat pat.
I miss her already.
And that feeling goes on till around 12.43.
I fell asleep at around that time.
Woke up at 3.43.
For a short while though.
Wanted to message her.
But worry will disturb her.
In the end never.

Currently feeling : Fucked up.

Quote From Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You
Because a girl like you is impossible to find.
You're impossible to find.

2008-08-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow celebrating national day.
Finish school at around 10.30.
Good.
After that maybe going penni or dhoby ghaut.
Depends.
I'm just so glad that she called me tonight.
Even had lunch.
Those simple things just makes me so happy.
Thanks marcus for your accompany.
Sweet little things can make my day.
Just imagine.
The things that I want you to do.
Wow.
I think I will be higher than I was if I took estecy.(don't know how to spell)
Not that I took it or anything. =)
Brought the Olympic cup from mac yesterday.
Glass-made.
Not bad.
I'm liking it.

Was looking at my bookshelf.
saw my old Enid Blyton books.
Wow.
My childhood.
Unbelievable aye?
Sharep Liew Wei Song reads.
Well, mostly it's comics. =p
I just love them.

Oh ya, decided to buy back Archie's comics.
Hope i can become younger. =)

2008-08-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Northland Seconday School camp.
Total bullshit.
Fun is fun.
But it's more of tired.
Later

2008-08-03T14:03:00.002+08:00

Fri went out with a few pals of mine.
We definitely had a lot of fun though.
Yishun.
Suntec.
Will and shall not elaborate what happened.
Too long-story.
Went suntec after a few of them gone home.
All stab guai only. =p
Went suntec arcade and played.
Time crisis four.
Spend about five dollar there.
A bit heart pain.
But once in a while still can ba.
After that went seven-eleven store and they brought cup noodles.
We three guys will never forget how cup noodles save our guts.
Went back home after that.
Via mrt.
Wen ling took taxi back to tiong barhu.
Blah.
Want to go bk redhill.
Got free taxi.
But wen ling don't let.
Nevermind.

Yesterday.
Stayed at home.
Was fun.
Tv.
Comp.
But my play station two is a bit crazy though.
Can't load the games that i really wish to play.
Hmm.

Monday might be going for camp.
Tough huh? =)

2008-07-31T19:07:00.002+08:00

Had fun today.
After school meet Jolene Wen Ling and Marcus.
Enjoyed.

2008-07-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

I promise you.
We will walk the road down together.
But you have to give me a chance.
I'm feeling so moodless now.
And u?
Gut feeling is telling me you don't care.
The talk we had yesterday.
You were all smiles when i was talking to you.
You knew i was dead serious.
But you kept on smiling.
Looking at the ground.
Smiling perhaps?
Thinking that all this bullshit is a fucking joke?
Well guess what my dear.
It isn't.
I was really dead serious.
Those word is written all over my face.

Now what i want?
Happiness.

2008-07-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

Evening everyone.
Thought yesterday was the ending of a sad beginning.
But once again.
I'm proven wrong.
By none other than you-know-who.
It's not Voldermort.
Went to junction with a smile that can reach my fringe.
And in the end.

Meet with markers ceci and wanying.
Only met with markers.
Halfway saw wanying and ceci.
So ya.
Girls went school first.
Boys slack near school.
Was late by a few seconds.
Did not want green form.
Skipped school.
Sorry.

Went locations in Yishun.

Fun?
Ya.

Sad?
Ya.

Emo?
Ya.

Feel like punching walls again?
Hell ya.

Feel like going to places like East Coast and scream?
Motherfucking hell damn bullshit ya.

Feel that you are a useless son-of-a-bitch?
Is there a better word for ya?

I took the initiative and message her.
I know that will be what everyone would want me to do.
Including my heart.
So i messaged her.
And still now?
No nothing.

As a stead.
Am i really that useless?
Or has my happiness all come to an end?
Just like my past?

Asking me to go away?
Without saying why?
Said that you will be late and you are not?
How dumb can i get?

I want just only one simple thing.

All of this did not happen.

2008-07-29T18:38:00.005+08:00

I'm tagged by Renata!
1. The person who last tag you is:
- Renata
2. Your relationship with him/her is:
- Friend
3. Your five impression of him/her:
- 1.She's a crazy girl
- 2.She has a nice Sony Ericsson Phone
- 3.She's a very emotional girl
- 4.She love Lisa
- 5.She's totally unpredictable
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
- N/A
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
- N/A
6.If he/she become your lover, you will:
- She is not my cup of yea =)
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
- Improve her temper
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
- Solve the problem peacefully
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
- Her bad temper =)
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
- Don't retain again!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
- Acceptable
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
- Some may think good of me, some may think bad, but watever
13. The characters you love of yourself are
- Being crazy with my friends and also trying to put a smile on their face
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
- Ugly!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
- JQMY
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
- You rock my life up! Thanks :)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
1. Wen ling
2. Lisa
3. Marcus
4. Jean
5. Rachel
6. Amelia
7. Yoke Kee
8. Pamela
9. Shirmain
10. Michelle Ang
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
- No one
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
- Female!
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- Impossible! Unless they are less.
22. What is no.2 studying about?
- Express,having O levels this year.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- About an hour ago
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- All i know is lollipop
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
- 1 younger brother
26. Will you woo no.3?
- No thanks! He is my little Marcus. Never! =)
27. How about no.7?
- She's a gal that i love to bully =)
28. Is no.4 single?
- Single. I think.
29. What is the surname of no.5?
- Ng
30. What 's the hobby of no.4?
- Writing letters?
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
- Should be. They are in the same class.
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
- Northland Secondary School
33. Talk something casually about no.1:
- She is crazy but also a nice girl at the same time.
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
- She's attached, and i'm unavailable.
35. Where does no.9 live at?
- Blk 288. Yishun
36. What colour does no.4 like?
- I don't know.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
- They don't even know each other.
38. Does no.1 have any pets?
- Nope.
39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Hmm, if i drop my standard by a billion percent, then yes. =)
40. What is no. 10 doing now?
- Mugging perhaps?

2008-07-26T19:37:00.002+08:00

Everything is ok .
Me and my darling are back to normal .
I'm just so freaking glad .
Sigh .
Your thoughts can really run wild when you are in a bad mood .
I learnt a lesson .
Never lie .
Cause it is easy to find out .
Right darling ?
There is also a first time in everything .
Forgive and forget .
That is what i have learnt for the past sixteen years of my life .
So darling is forgiven just this one time .
She promised me and i know she won't lie to me anymore .
I'm just glad that we are not quarreling anymore .
Those past few days were so tough to go by .
I even woke up at 6.30am this morning .
Simply cause i miss her .
Glad its over though .
I love you dear .
I always have .
And i always will .

Lifeforms' under attack .
(Natural Selection's quote)

2008-07-23T17:09:00.002+08:00

I'm currently feeling very shitty right now .
Tired .
Angry .
Fussed .
Confused .
Sad .
Moody .
You name it.
Krislan is a nice play by the way .
Cheap too .

Darling .
I don't know why all these is happening .
But you are still ok ?
You don't even care if i'm rotting ?

Thx to those .
I'm just feeling so frustrated now .

I hope you can be sweet .
Just for me ?
Please ?

2008-07-23T09:26:00.002+08:00

Currently at krislan.
With Miss Tan Wen Ling.
I just miss my darling so much.
But i don't think she know ba.
Don't think she even care?
I wanted to send her to school today de.
But she just rejected me.
I was like heart shattering to a million and one pieces and she doesn't even know.
I just wish she knows how i feel all the time.
Is that even too much to ask for?
I hate this type of feeling.
Currently,Wling is being a crazy idiot.
It took me like five minutes to type the sentence above.
And currently she laughing like a hell of a loser also.
And hit me like a baby.
And pinch me like a loser!
End

2008-07-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

The past is coming back to haunt me.
Today went to dear Terence house.
It was fun.
I just wish that i have the power to control everything.
So i can get what i want.
Maybe it is just too much to ask for.
But.
I'm doing all these for the greater of mankind.
Blah.
Fri went to watch Hellboy 2 The Golden Army with Reynard and Marcus.
It was a nice show.
Everyone should really go watch it.
It is worth it.
Weekends stayed at home.
So never go Shu En birthday barbecue.
My sincerest apologize.
Today Northland celebrate Racial Harmony Day.
Never wore the ethnic costume.

2008-07-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

Sigh.

I am feeling so nauseous now.

Reynard lend me his GTA San Andreas.

It loads.

But it hangs at a certain point.

Sigh.

I have been asking around to see if anyone have this game but to no avail.

Today is school was fun.

Hang out with usual people.

Just like every other normal day.

Later maybe go watch movie.

Either Hellboy or Batman?

Don't know yet.

See how things go first.

God.

Please let me play GTA.

I really want to play it.

I'm feeling so dumb and sick right now.

So please.

Fuck off.

Nope.

It's a joke.

2008-07-17T19:49:00.002+08:00

I am sorry.

I have been neglecting this blog.

Things have been ups and downs for me.

Celebrated six months anniversary already.

Enjoyed really much.

Later got tuition.

All of a sudden.

Don't really want to have tuition but I guess I have no choice.

Shu En barbeque is coming soon.

I promise her I would go but things are not looking good.

Tomorrow going to watch movie with Reynard and Marcus.

Darling not going though.

That is only the sad part.

I just want to rest.

Why can't everything go my way?

Is that really too much to ask?

2008-07-06T11:27:00.002+08:00

hello everybody...

nothing new about me...

just got a probation by the government dogs...

sat and sun cannot go out...

weekday must b home by specific time...

blah...

eight more days to our sixth month anniversary!!!

so friends...

don't try to ask me come out during the weekend...

but ask me then i will try my luck with my officer-in-charge...

2008-06-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

I really miss the past...

I miss the time I had in Northland...

Sec 1...

1ED...

god...

I miss it sia...

Sec 2...

2EC...

although had misunderstandin n stuff...

it was still consider good...

3ec...

wow...

tis yr3ec...

nt bad...

im luvin my classmate=)

darlin...

y nt listenin2phone???

2008-06-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hi...

Now I finally know something...

I can don't sleep for a whole day...

Regardless of only three people being together late at night...

Or having a lot of people hanging together...

It was quite fun...

Although I miss the sunrise...

Which i have never seen before for sixteen years of my life...

I was really looking forward to seeing it with the other two...

But maybe God wanted me to see it with my darling...

So i promise to me and to her...

I will bring her to see the sunrise...

The first time i am going to see the sunrise will definitely be with my dearest darling...

But i definitely will be watching the sunrise more than once...

Now i truly believe that nothing is impossible...

2008-06-19T17:12:00.001+08:00

Wling is always my blog saver! MUCH THANKS! XD

2008-06-18T15:25:00.002+08:00

Ok...
I am free...
For now that is...
Now...
Im only waiting to go home...
I do not think I want to go for anymore training these holidays...
But i will have problem explaining to my brothers la...
Cause now my whole body like breaking already...
Yesterday training until very tough...
The next post I am going back to normal already...
Like that typing very difficult...
Must watch what i am typing...
No shortcut...

Darling...
I am truly sorry about yesterday...
Me being emo...
N u being emo also...
But it is all in the past...
I do not want these to happen again ok???
The training is to help me train my body...
So I still can withstand...
They will not kill me...
When I training finish then I see you...
All the pain was gone...
Maybe expect for my gum but it is not a big problem...
so do not worry my darling...

Darling...
I love you...
I really do...

2008-06-18T13:41:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone...
I think I am going to change my pattern of typing...
Full proper english???
Influence by forums' term and condidtions...
Ok...
I got some typing to do for the company...
Will eleborate more details on it at a later time...
Oh by the way...
Yesterday was a damn fucking tiring day for me...
Sorry my darling...

2008-06-13T15:53:00.003+08:00

I wan to thank my meimei shirmain tan hui xin for everythin that she's done. First, she intro my dar to me. Den she help me stead with her. Den when we've faced problems, meimei keep on helpin us until we're okay agn. And when i'm overseas, my guai meimei help me and dar communicate and help us sms each other in a way. I deeply appreciate wad my meimei shirmain has done for me. Thanks shirmain meimei. ur the best mei i've ever had.

P.S. The above has been forced by none other than miss shirmain tan hui xin aka mrs ho's doin...

ppl who know me shld know tat my typin aint like tat...

totally bullshit...

bt...

i told her i would type down every single words...

she even hav typo...

bt...

she is indeed much appreciated...

she has help me alot so...

ya...

tis is4her...

2008-06-10T13:31:00.003+08:00

note2self...
check other ppl blog to know good things abt u...=)
thx shirmain=)

2008-06-08T17:13:00.002+08:00

ya...

just did up my blog...

phew...

was challengin sia...

bt i was up2it...

busy nwadays...

hav so much trouble meetin my bros...

sigh...

n the gifts r still wid me...

talk abt a hectic life...

damn workin la...

dar...

i luv u...

2008-06-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

will get a new blogskin asap...

those ppl who wan me relink...

pls giv me until i change my skin...

if nt veri troublesome...

4me la...

thx=)...

n don quarrel ppl...

peace at all time...

2008-05-25T14:52:00.002+08:00

thx dar...

4the sat mornin accompany...

dar chatted wif me until abt1plus like tat sia...

so good...

pei me still so late...

will nt elaborate y so late still haven zzz...

bt dar...

thx=)...

ltr goin kenji weddin...

finally...

he gettin married...

next yr onward gt1more ang bao liao...

haha...

wan2jio dar go the weddin de...

bt she say don know hw2xplain2her mother...

so nvr go lor...

if she go fun sia...

2nite...

i will drink like siao!!!

hmm...

don know if will drink still drunk anot...

nah...

no wori...

tmr no sch...

its the holi!!!

task4 2day...

must at least drink3bottle of red wine...

whisky will b few cup...

cause whisky sux...

tiger...

if any...

at least a carton...

carlsberg...

lets nt b greedy...

hlaf a carton=)...

no black beer...

cause they sux2...

ya...

tat abt it...

2008-05-21T16:55:00.001+08:00

moshi...

cm n post in case my blog get rusty...

nth much...

here n tere...

gt bk result...

blah...

fri ptc...

hong gan le...

2008-05-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

continue from previous post...

the chalet was just simply fun fun fun=)...

fri gt sch...

so went sch...

finally paper...

chem...

okok la...

gt sm don know hw2do...

so after tat pei mao mao go400+...

buy cig...

bt fail...

so went bk northland mac...

the coffee shop beside buy...

buy liao slack here slack tere...

then bus hm...

hm liao play bath tv makan...

then around3like tat go le...

go shop return key...

take$$$n lighter...

then bus go np...

met them at ocbc...

then took39go white sand tere de bus stop...

walk2interchange...

wan2take free bus de...

bt i4get whr2board the free bus...

took354...

reached le...

tat is when the fun begin...

hehe=)...

n ya...

evan family is reali bondin...

lost time since i saw family like tat liao le...

even more than me lor...

bt i guess we hav no family bond at first de ba...

mayb is i tink2much le...

sigh...

just celebrate mama day at ah ma hse...

was fun...

help out here n tere...

oso played abt...

left tere at abt10like tat...

then still here bloggin...

tmr hp ppl comin...

hope comp prob will b solve4ever...

i luv my dar=)

2008-05-11T12:29:00.001+08:00

just came bk from chalet nt long ago...

3days2nite...

its was so damn fun...

cause dar was wif me!!!

details ltr...

nw...

w8tin4match...

ltr goin celebrate mama day...

happi mama day!!!

2008-04-29T21:27:00.002+08:00

exam just started2day...

cl...

okok la...

still can tahan...

errr...

after exam at mac slack n ate a little...

send dar hm via bus wif fusen mao n kiong...

alight at jolene hse tere saw teng...

long time no c her liao sia...

then send dar hm...

then i send myself hm...

tmr eng paper...

hope no cake...

my most confident sub is afterall eng...

posted

2008-04-26T09:03:00.002+08:00

im back...

hav tuition ltr...

ltr meetin yoke kee ruikeng n others4gettin2gether2study...

mye must pass!!!

oh ya...

yesterday finally kena in hes suspension...

sux abit la...

cant zzz...

cause veri noisy...

or izzit because i drank kopi in the mornin liao???

hmm...

don know...

don care...

mon nid2stay bk n do finish copy of phy chpt...

owe chen de...

tmr mornin go414le...

shld b bk in the afternoon

2008-04-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

ya...

so long no blog le...

feel like i neglect sharepboiandweisong.blogspot.com...

so bad rite...

bt i nvr neglect dar can liao=)...

n oso nvr neglect all my brothers la...

mye comin le...

jia you evey1=)...

hope all get the results tat they wan...

reach home nt long ago...

mayb ltr goin dwn find dar ltr...

c first ba...

exam comin le...

gona study!!!

Note2self...

Study!!!

Don keep on cabal...

Don know must ask!!!

Rmbr yur study date wif the others...

yep...

tat shld b all...

damn...

im so hungry=(

2008-04-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

fun fun fun...

yep...

tats abt it...

bt yesterday was tirin...

had tuition almost the whole day...

went out wif them on fri...

memories came bk...

all the fun time we had...

if onli every1was bk2gether...

if onli those quarrels n misunderstandin were gone...

thin would hav been good???

wateva...

don tink so much...

fri wan go watch silent monk=p...

haha...

is forbidden kingdom la...

keep on rmbr the title wrongly...

mye comin...

jia you jia you jia you=)...

dar...

still luv u...

u cant escape from me de wor=p...

2008-04-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

2day was the rottenest day of all time...

nw i dare2say...

i xperience everythin...

changi prison...

u sux...

2008-04-16T16:41:00.002+08:00

OFFICIAL DOCUMENT FROM SHAREP LIEW WEI SONG...

EVERYBODY PLS READ THE FOLLOWING WITH YUR UPMOST ATTENTION...

PLS CALL ME SHAREP OR CARROT AS FROM16/4/08...

TIS IS NO JK OR WATEVA SHIT U WAN2CALL IT...

ITS4REAL...

THX U4YUR ATTENTION...

ANY ATTENTION RECEIVED IS SO MUCH APPRECIATE...

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ya...

nw blog liao=)...

might b gettin in hse suspension soon...

then suspension...

don wan in hse...

i wan sch suspension!!!

sian ah!!!

2008-04-15T18:49:00.003+08:00

lol...

tis1my200th post sia...

just saw=)...

2day ah...

at sch lor...

wo shi guai de lor=)...

kiong kiong ask me2blog abt tis...

he said im a mad dog...

bt in actual fact...

he is the REAL mad dog...

no jk...

other than tat...

in sch nth much...

onli norayu nvr cm...

gt maths test...

which im quite confident=)...

still on pinky...

heng heng gt kiong acc me wif the pinky...

if nt solo sia...

tmr d&t le...

gona die b4recess...

hope things will b ok=)...

after sch...

settle smthin...

no biggie...

tink all ok liao ba...

don wan so much trouble...

sad news...

no coffee4me every mornin liao...

256de coffee shop close dwn liao...

no nice nice kopi le=(...

dar...

don wan2c u emo la...

everytime wan happi happi de then u go emo on me=(...

hen xin ku de leh...

200TH POST=)

2008-04-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

happi3mnth dar=)...

i luv u=)...

oh ya...

renata...

tis is4u=)...

renata was fuckin zi high in class2day...

will NOT elaborate further...

nt a veri happi day...

bt is happi day...

2008-04-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

screwed up...

cocked up...

fucked up...

although its like tis...

i still luv u...

still my dar...

n i luv u...

i don know y...

bt feelin r ruinin me...

thx u=)...

2008-04-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

god...

every1now call me mr carrot...

suppose2b mr sharep de lor...

sian dao...

nvm...

startin2tink im goin2b a nice person...

2day i stay bk after sch help out passion art leh...

miracle though...

after sch...

settle pink form...

settle liao makan kfc...

then went sch lor...

dar n the others wan2go cca de...

then in the end help out...

firstly stayed outside wif chewbaka...

long time no chat le so chatted4awhile...

then cc n grace came...

talked here n tere...

cc n grace left first...

then baka left...

go in library do passion art thin...

better don let me c ppl throw it...

kick the balls out of tat guy...

kick the breast out of tat gal...

mayb the gal i wont do ba...

let dar settle=p...

stuff happened in between bt no biggie...

mayb goin passion art tmr...

hope tere r tickets n accompanys...

n guess wat...

im goin4speech day...

im gona receive the price of

"Northland Top Student Of All Times"

cool rite...

cant believe it...

my speech will b all abt dar=p...

no1else...

mayb abit here n tere...

bt just abit...

gona cheer4richelle durin her choir performances...

as promise...

girl...

don cry le k???

wan2c yur smile...

better don let me c yur tears again...

u nw gt good stead then treasure...

don look bk le...

like me=)...

smile nuer...

dar...

guess wat???

i luv u=)

2008-03-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

sigh...
don even know y i sigh...
sigh...
nth else2post liao...
nw onli wan2concentrate on cabal n dar onli...

condom???

my fault???
ha ha ha...
ask yurself wat u did in the dark lor...
in the past i nvr would hav thought u were tat type of person...
bt if wat i heard is true...
then i guess my judgement is wrong...
if u wan thin between us2b ok...
let me n u hav a good chat...

2008-03-24T20:36:00.002+08:00

2day was like a damn fun day lor...
sch was per normal...
onli chen nvr cm...
after sch...
oral...
then maths cher keep on wan keep me eng kiong n mao mao bk...
lol i first1finish oral...
then she like siao...
i run her run tere...
keep on kena caught...
zzz...
then in the end told her i will hand in the work tmr...
so tmr hand in lor...
alreadi giv her my word...
sian...
tmr mother nid go sch...
bt nvr tell her...
hope chen tmr nvr cm...
phew...
then after sch went or leng hse...
lol...
slack like siao ah...
then wif him sit motor go418...
sa ki man!!!
lol...

ah la la long...
lol...

then slack...
settle taiji...
then me n ken go off first...
go np take bus...
go hm then until nw lor...
haha...
wan2sit motor again!!!

2008-03-23T09:54:00.002+08:00

nw w8tin go tuition...
haha...
just found out smthin abt kayashi=p...
actually quite obvious...
yesterday around12like tat went2meet my dar...
went2pam hse...
they gt sci project...
in the end is i do4them-.-...
haha...
do liao watch scv!!!
err...
danny phantom...
fairly oddparents...
err...
don know if u still gt anot...
watch liao went400+makan...
makan liao actually wan2go east park slack de...
when watchin2ward tere saw mao mao n bryan...
so2gether lor...
in the end went418behind sit...
terrence n few other ppl tere...
so in the end i slack tere lor...
dar n pam went walk walk...
then rain hard...
blah blah blah...
she went tuition...
i went hm...
then go take$$$cut hair...
cut liao went hm le lor...
w8 4dar tuition finish then giv her a call...

The End

2008-03-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

well...
2day was quite a hetic day...
thin all busy n stuff...
bt nt gona post it out...
w8dar finish her mrl cca...
then acc the others go kfc eat...
eat le send dar hm..

posted...

2008-03-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

second post4the day...
well...
did feel abit better after the first post...
well...shouted out on hw i feel...
secondly...
well...
thx2dar4the accompany...
bt nw...
its back2the same feelin...
i don know if any1will c tis...
i know im nt sufferin...
bt i know im nt happi at all...

every1...
i hav a ques tat i would like2ask...
izzit wrong4u2consider yur stead as yur wife???
i know sm may say its2young2say tis type of thin...
true...
bt damnit...
im16...
im even gettin my collegue fund readi...
y must tis happen2me nw???

blah...

2008-03-14T11:44:00.002+08:00

i just cant believe tis...
i ask her go out...
she say she don feel like goin...
then when sm1ask her go out...
she suddenly so happi...
i cant believe it...
m i reali so small in her world???
she means so much2me...
n tis is wat i get in return???

2008-03-11T11:43:00.002+08:00

alrite...
a sudden flash came in2my mind just nw...
nope...
its nt abt relationship...
its abt friendships...
friends tat reali push me through the sad times...
friends tat reali acc me through both the happi n sad times...
i don know y tis thought suddenly came in2my mind...
bt...
its true...
i do miss them...
well...
nt as much as i miss dar la...
bt...
heck...
i know them since sec1...
well...
sm of them...
sec2...
when a gal broke my heart...
they were there4me...
last yr dec holi...
when my heart was wif sm1else...
they were oso tere4me...
teachin me...
consolin me...
even lend me their shoulder...
they knew...
n im nt afraid2hide from them...
or any1else...
i cried...
yea...
i Sharep Liew cried4her...
well...
old news...
i rarely hang out wif them le...
bt i hope they know tat i will still b wif them...
as frez...
nt enemy...

damn...
i hate bein like tis...
don know wat tis is though...
sigh...

yesterday dar n the sec2went4maths trails...
didnt go...
wanted2go esplande find them de...
bt in the end called off due2unforseen circumstances...
damn...
my eng is good=p...
so met up wif her n the others at northland mac...
makan...
then went326buy ice pop a.k.a cock...
perverts=p...
then after tat went safra...
dar me david shirmain n rachel...
went bowlin...
i gt73points...
thx2shifu...
finally know the tips n tricks2bowlin...
mayb ltr goin safra...
bt oso mayb nt goin due2HEAVY rain...
yep...
its reali heavy...

w960i...
here i cm!!!

2008-03-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

was told2update my blog...
so here we go...
started2play cabal...
rox on...
its a nice game=)...
celebrated my bd=)...
oso a nice event...
still wif dar=)...
the best news of all...
nw still on the fone wif her=)...
tmr she goin maths trials...
so c her after tat...
tmr mayb go cut hair...
veri thick n messy le...
lots of thin happened the past few days...
big n small...
blah...
luv my dar<3...
tat all tat matters

2008-02-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

2day ah...
nth much le...
go sch study...
after sch gt detention...
cause yesterday nvr go...
go le w8here w8tere...
then finally get my ez link card...
take liao go find guru rey nonis fandi eddie n winson slack...
i makan my duck rice n watched video...
they crapped their jk...
lol...
then take804go np find dar...
then went basketball court find leong ming...
chatted...

i cant believe my mei is tis type of person lor...

2008-02-18T20:15:00.002+08:00

i just found out smthin...
y shld i even care wat tat person do???
or wat tat person do2another person???
i mean yea la...
i hear liao was damn shock n angry lor...
was lost4words when i heard it...
bt...
i shldnt tink so much abt it ma rite???
i mean...
its their life wat...
every1did thin they regret wat...
aiyo...

my day as a northlander...
woke up...
went mac meet dar...
didnt meet her at junction cause bus was fuckin late...
w8 4 20min4the bus...
then didnt wan any1of us2b late...
so met up at mac...
dar reach le was quite emo lor...
then pei ta lor...
so nt much prob...
sch nth much...
onli no bag!!!
mao mao lor...
4get2brin my bag...
-.-...
so imp nvr brin...
yesterday still gt remind him...
then after sch went settle stuff...
nth much...
then go watch cj7!!!
again...
sian...
bt wif dar different=)...
then went here n tere slack...
nth much liao...

hey...
if u r readin tis...
happi chinese new year...
bo link=p...

2008-02-15T22:16:00.001+08:00

evenin...
just finish tuition nt long ago...
bein interviewed by my parents rite nw...
lol...
tutor say i improve leh=)...
i2pro liao le la...
haha...
humble...

2008-02-14T20:40:00.001+08:00

happi valetine day every1!!!
n2day is oso our1mnth anni=)...
so happi...
didnt expect2b on the same day huh...
bt2day wasnt the greatest day...
dar wasnt reali happi cause of stuff...
bt still managed2make her happi=)...

2008-02-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

hello everi1!!!
2day met dar le!!!
so happi!!!
had a fun time2=)!!!
went2shirmain hse...
pai nian...
bt didnt expect2get an ang pao...
from his dad la...
his dad was in a damn good mood2day...
phew...
amen...
bt i left at around5.30...
gt family dinner...
went2the prima deli tower...
revolution tower or smthin like tat...
facin sentosa n vivo de...
dar nw watchin ah long pte ltd wif shirmain n the others ba...
sian...
i cannot pei them...
nw w8tin4her call or msg...
n tmr if she can cm out...
meet her again!!!

oh yea...
hey every1???
hongster united indeed...
sm ppl just don learn...
god...
if u hav eyes...
punish tat soab...
trust me...
he deserve it...

2008-02-08T09:51:00.000+08:00

mornin every1...
its the second day of lunar new year...
n tere is nth2report...
except tat i had hell lots of fun yesterday...
went parry road...
play dota for almost the whole day!!!
in other words...
its all abt enjoy yesterday...
bt i miss my dar!!!
bt im meetin her2day or tmr!!!
tats a relief...
2day mayb goin redhill..
don know wat time though...
2nite gt dinner at another place...
so...
depends ba...
bt im gona definitely meet dar!!!
ilu!!!

2008-01-30T18:12:00.001+08:00

just bath finish...
was wif dar b4reachin hm...
went2leong ming hse slack...
play wif doggie name lucky...
then went pam hse slack...
after tat go walk walk then went hm le...
didnt send dar hm2day cause ltr at7gt tuition...
sian...
miss her alreadi=(

2008-01-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

evenin every1!!!
had a happi day2day...
nth special...
oh...
had3test2day!!!
hist...
maths...
phy...
all can pass ba...
bt don tink can pass well...
hmm...
dar confirm gt jiayou4me de!!!
wo ai ni!!!